I've grown more into despair then normal here lately. It seems the further i get aheaqd the more i get behond and there is never a way for me to catch back up. Im just working class making $413 every 2 weeks which realy sucks. I just cant make it on that alone and with the job i have now theres no time for me to get another. I just wish there were a way to make better money and if there is im blind to it cause ive worked in just about every place in this town. Sometimes i just feel like giving in but I cant let myself do that. I have more responsability then most and its all i can take. I just wish there was a way for me to get my work published and for me to be making some royalty on the side. I dont see that happening tough, So i'll just remain a father and a husband that works his ass off for nothing. if only there was a way.
Anyways, i guess i'll catch you all with my next journal.
its been awhile, guess i have to open my mind for a newer generation to get more comments... anyways, new work is soon to be posted so keep a good eye on me., anyways i feel alone like i use to be, even with a kid and i dont know why
well, its been awhile and no, i still hav not wrote anything in quite some time... Anyways, if any of you goys can remember try to support metaneodraken he is very ill and needs all the support he can get escpeacaily from saffyre onyx... it seems she is still verry pissed at me, anyways... try to get her to support him as well